When I write
every word, I prayed that the undertaken work should not go in vain. This memoir
is written honestly and frankly. The information is 99 per cent accurate.
I do not have
courage to present this gift, up until I counselled people who are diagnosed with terminal diseases. I have partially
understood their emotions how they get along with the world. They make me to
brush up on my history and I am making this discovery.
Even
though I fell sick several instances and collapsed at times while recalling and
penning down the experiences, Jesus Christ strengthened me and He did not allow
me to give up the writings despite I need to work hard to
meet the incredible post-operative medical expenses - a normal person could
afford and cannot sustain otherwise.
Most
of the material was inked during commutation. I depended largely
on my memory to write the memoirs because I have not maintained any diary or
notes. It is very difficult for me to focus where to begin this discovery. Should
it be from infant or child or adolescent or adult? I am still not clear. Even to this day! Situations make me to
journey through crest and trough. Ups and downs! It is very hard to describe.
Tearing and bleeding happened, but, Spirit of Jesus is strengthening me to face
the world’s challenges.
Unexpected
events have had happened at times. They were redirected in a meaningful way and
therefore a meaningful life. Circumstances have buffeted me from one situation
to another. The outcome is this gift.
The book must reach to the deserved. The book
is neither about the history of illness nor some incidents. It’s all about how
God lead us when things happen in an unexpected way and we are not to fear and
not to fail over, but to walk with Him. This
work is a commitment and not a longing and therefore I will continue to write
up until it is being recognized. The commitment is ‘not to be served and but
to serve.’ I am a witness to my Lord’s miracles, signs and wonders. I have missionary
ambitions and therefore the journey continues reaching the destination.
- Jebamony
Mathias
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